今天啊

下去等巴士

本来诗恩讲她也会来

可是我等了很久

她都没有来

过后

我没管她了

直接上巴士了

到了学校

还是看不到她

算了

我不会再对她有期望了

因为我很怕我再会失望

今天

是我坐林锦鸿巴士的最后一天了

我不舍得离开这辆车

毕竟

我很多回忆都在这里

甜的酸的苦的

都再这里发生过

不舍得这辆车的每一样东西（除了那个林锦鸿接班人－黄建春）

还有我的那一群好朋友

慧婷...

文葶...

溢芝...

静莹...

萱...

蓉菁...

诗恩...

还有很多列不完

拍写~

还有

今天在st.john的时候

那个变态的人

叫我们跑10圈

结果我还是跟着跑

那时候我已经是喘到半死了

跑完十圈

还要我们做sit up酱多

还没给我们停下来休息

继步操

变态的!!!!!!!

之后

我们一群人

就一起去学会了

我们的2f的友谊还真好

我们一群2f的坐在一起

有说有笑的

真开心

放学了

看到文葶

她还很我讲

早上诗恩没坐巴士

是因为睡不醒

听到这种理由

我的心

真对她

从此绝望了

在巴士上

看到她一个人静静的不讲话

问了她

她也不回答

她

一个人

一边拿着我的电话听歌一边哭

我看到了

我的心又开始酸起来了

诗恩从开学到现

真的真的

变了很多

变得陌生了

我好像不认识她了

我真的很希望

她可以变回去

这是我离开林锦鸿巴士前的最后一个愿望

希望可以实现

我以后

也可能没再有机会看到kukum了

kukum...永别了~

5.2.2010

今天早上迟醒~
本来打算不要去学校料的~
最后还是去了~
一上巴士...
我就睡觉料~
还看到一只猪[yi zhi]在我旁边睡~
还睡到像猪酱~


到学校后~
我就没睡料~

直到历史节~
我真的真的忍不住料~
我才躺下去罢~
之后那个死mages喊诗敏喊到很大声~
弄到我醒罢~

之后就不能睡料~
麻5醒料略~









今天在补习的时候~
前面的人突然气喘～
吓倒我半死半死~
那个死鬼阿lim还要我跟去~
我看到那个人气喘~
我也跟着喘起来料~
妈妈的叻~
那个死鬼阿lim弄到我酱的~
最后那个气喘的人也没事料～
今天海鹏好像是在追一支～
我几怕怕下的~
我也不懂我在怕什么~
可能是怕失去一支吧~
好怕一支会接受他哦~

4-2-2010

今天没去mcd了

不过...

刚好lulu的电话

在静莹那里

只好走去那里跟她拿咯

搞到2.30

我才能去坐巴士

算了~

当作今天我倒霉吧...

之后去到pm~

遇到那个姐姐

她教我们逃那个色对

我们最后没听她讲

只是迟点到学校罢

5点多我们才到

学校老师问我和水果王

为么你们酱迟才来?

我篇一个笑话就说:

'我们刚去了我家

我们还睡觉...

睡到不会醒

醒了连衣服也没换就赶来了'

老师竟然相信了

之前

老师是有点怀疑啦

不过

她最后选择相信我们...

听她们说:

'像变心了

不爱kang了'

可是我听茹讲:

'kang不关心她了

kang开始变心了'

谁变心都好

也是一样的...

她不爱你了...

你就该放手...

难道...

你要得到她的人...

却得不到她的心么??

30th~

今天很早就醒了~

不懂做么~

昨天整晚不能睡~

弄到5点多才睡~

8点多就醒了~

最近超累的~

明明发生很多事...

却需要当成什么事都没发生过~

明明就笑不出...

天天却需要很勉强地笑~

明明就很想她...

却不能跟她讲~

我发觉我越来越不认识自己~

不认识现在的我~

做么我需要带着面具做人?

这根本不是我~

真正的我并不是这样的~

全世界最明白我的人离开了我~

我活着哈有什么意义么??

再酱下去~

迟早有一天我会崩溃~

心迟到的一天~爽到我~

今天早上差点睡不醒。。。
也差点miss bus。。。
还好林锦鸿有等我要不然我又会迟到了。。。
不过。。。我上到了巴士。。。
过了槟华。。。
我最后还是迟到了。。。
我们在巴士上等了半个小时。。。
车才能走罢~
我们在巴士上很high玩到像小孩一样。。。
最后还是到了学校~



今天每节我都出来ponteng~
不懂做么今天好像没有mood~
每节都出来上厕所~
我真的好久没有做toilet king了~
今天。。。我竟然做到了~


回到家~
我拿这电话~
我坚持不要信息她~
我忍了那么久~
过了三个小时
我。。。终于做到了~
我跟自己讲，我不需要依赖她~
可是我觉得这只是讲讲罢~
我觉得我做不到~
可是我需要选择放弃她~
如果跟她在一起~
只会惹更多的麻烦罢~


我现在真的很累了~
什么事都不想管了~
该来的。。。就来~
该走的。。。就走~
反正我也顾不了酱多~

27th january...

today shi en dint sit bus...

i m so miss her...

miss her a lot...

i hav many things to say wif her~

so miss her...

she dint sit bus...

she makes me feel dissapointed...

i m still thinking abt girl's thing...

did i need to go mcd to settle girl's thing??

if i go settle for girl...

i'ill see HER...

if i dont go settle for girl...

i feel sorry abt girl...

but...HER...

but...girl...

HER or girl???

wht do i need to choose??

cn any ppl tell me...

how cn i choose??

please...

any ppl...help me~

so tired~

so pressure~

DIE...i need u...

zhuang wei xiang's funeral ceremony...

today my bus was so late...

we wait our bus until so long...

after 25 minutes...

my bus uncle still not here...

so we wonder tht wht is happening...

after tht...

my fren n i saw d leo club flag...

thn,we realize tht today is jason ch'ng's funeral ceremony...

whn we saw those ppl who after jason ch'ng...

i really feel sad abt he...

thn we saw clhs leo club...

cdk leo club...

pcghs leo club...

uhs leo club...

n so many...

we still saw many clhs student der...




jz pray for thm...

God Bless Them...

REST IN PEACE...

skul day no.3

yesterday...

i stay back wif yi zhi the nian shou n hui ting...

whn we at canteen eat tiao chah bi cai bak d tym hor,

i saw pn.loh...

so sad...

she comment my hair, n said my hair was so weird...

she call me to cut lyk ka yi zhi the nian shou de hair...

thn we laugh until gila...

we lyk ka gila person nia...

after tht,we wait our fren the most gila d person between we all...

we wait n wait n wait...

wait for 2 hour n half...

finally...

recess tym...

oh thx god...

we saw shi en...

after recess tym...

yi zhi n i do our homework at canteen der...

we do homework as d same tym i oso sms...

haha...

later we saw ai xin them,

they oso kap siao until 6 p.m. some thing ka go home...

we oso same nia la...

thn we wait hui ting play her volley ball,we walk out frm skul...

thn...

we jz go home...

after home,bath...

n thn sleep...

jia qi de di 7 tian...

xiang bu dao yao xie shen me le...

mei tian zuo de dong xi dou shi yi yang de...

dou men le...

fa mei le...

sheng xiu le...

fang qi le...

zhao dao le...

lai le yi ge xin de le...

wang ji jiu de le...

xi wang ke yi jin kuai wang ji jiu de...

mei qu bu xi de yi tian...

harh...

hao men o...

yeah...

jin tian bu yong qu bu xi...

yin wei...

jia zhuang shui bu xing...

jiu jiang,wo mei qu bu xi le...

yi xing lai jiu bu dong yao zuo me...

suo yi jiu shang xian lor...

wo de facebook bu dong zuo me wu duan duan bu nen kai...

wo shi le ji ci cai nen kai...

yao xie ping lun ye bu nen...

qi si wo le...

zhi hao wan pet society lo...

wo hen jiu mei you qu kai pet society le...

you dian bu xi guan...

zhe yang de ri zhi hai yao guo duo jiu ah???

zuo tian jia xin lai wo jia...

ta jiang yao zai wo jia zhu 2 ge li bai...

dang shi de wo sha qu laio...

wo zai xiang,you you duo yi ge ren lai gen wo qiang dian nao yong le...

suo yi...

wo jiu xu yao bei bi jiu fan...

xiang bu dao ta hai man ting hua de...

jing ran mei you gen wo qiang dian nao yong...

haha...

xian zai dian nao shi wo de le...

wo zai xiang...

yi zhi den xia yi ding ma wo de,yin wei wo mei qu bu xi...

den xia jiu kan zhe ta ma wo,bu ke yi chu sheng...


facebook ji shi cai nen hui fu yuan xing arr???!!!

hen men de yi tian...

jin tian hao men o...

shui dao 11 dian duo cai xing...

zuo tian zhen de shi hen dao mei lo...

yi zhi jiao wo pei ta qu mai dan gao gei ta ma ma de...

wo men gang hao yao chu qu de shi hou...

wo ma gang hao hui lai...

ta jiu wen:

'qu na li???'

wo jiu jiang:'wo men qu mai dan gao'

ta jiu jiang:'bu ke yi qu...'

zhi hou,yi zhi jiu yao zi ji yi ge ren qu le lo...

zhen de shi hen dulan na ge ma ma de...

nong dao wo hao xiang zai fang ren jia de fei ji jiang...

xia wu 3 dian jiang,you yao qu gang qing ke...

men dao ban si...

bu guo wo zuo na ge gong ke,yue zuo jiu yue shang ying...

jie guo,zuo le 23 ye...

zhen de shi po wo de ji lu...

wo zai huai yi dang shi de wo shi bu shi sheng jing de...

jiu jiang guo le san ge xiao shi...

ben lai jiao ma ma 6 dian lai zai wo de...

bu guo ta tuo dao qi dian cai lai zai wo...

zhen de shi bu hui jiang ta...

8.30 fen you yao bu xi le...

zhen de shi lei dao ban si...

hai hao...

wo ci qu,bu yong jing ban...

shuang dao wo...

zhi hou,wo gen wo lao mei yi qi qu chi wan can...

wo de tian arr!!!

you yu dao ta de peng you...

bu zho dao ta men shi bu shi tou tou gen zhong wo men de...

hui dao jia yi jing shi 10 duo le...

wo jiu yu bei hao kan wo zui ai kan de CHOWDER

na ge CHOWDER hen ke ai lo...

wo zhi dao zhe ge xi hen you zhi,bu guo zhen de shi hen ke ai arr...

wo, wo mei,wo di,hai you wo de ge ge ye hen xi huan kan ka tong de...

kan wan,wo jiu pao qu shui jiao le...

bu guo zai chuang shang tang le 2 ge xiao shi duo ye hai bu nen shui...

zhi hou,wo jiu pao qu wa wo mei mei xing lai...

jiao ta gen wo wan ps...

jie guo...

wan le 3 xiao shi duo...

cai nen shui jiao...

ta jiu zai na bian shui shui nian...

zhen de shi na ta mei ban fa...

jiu jiang...

wo zhong yu dou pao qu shui le...

ting bi...

lonely...alone...

a person...

jz...lonely...

dint hav any fren...

live in a world...

without any person...

jz a girl...

she called...

girl...

dint hav any person around her...

people around her jz stay away frm her...

person who abandon her...

lonely...

n...

alone...

solitary...

1st day of holiday...BORING...

today arr...is d 1st day of holiday errr...so boring...cnt go out...no ppl fetch...so...cnt go out lor...so...need to stay at home...lyk a good children...jz now...yi zhi...told me...i m going to 3f nxt year...OMG!!!my fren many oso go 3f...bt 1 person i hate d oso go up to 3f...so beh syok her nia...aiyoooo...dun wan same class wif her la...yi zhi says ho...koay zhi ong...twt...angeline...n many ppl oso go 3f...bt 1 thing i happy d ho...is mei yi oso cum to 3f err...yay!!!so so so happy nia...finally...can same class wif her liao...wohoo!!!i think arr...she oso vry happy n excited gua...i m going to ask her now...hui jing...d small small one...d short short one arr...i vry hate her d arr...she oso arr...cum to 3f...i dun wan she cum to 3f laa...i hope she can change class...d stupid yi zhi steal steal n open my msn...some tym arr...she is so guai get...open my msn without my permision...

ermm...
ntg to say liao...
oso dunno wan to say wat...
write until so short...
a bit zi bei...

still dunno wat class nxt year...

last day at skul...bt oso dunno nxt year go wat class err...so sad...bt hor...i noe my exam tis tym arr...vry good lurh...all d marks plus in together is 697...yohoo...so happy lurh...atleast arr...can win sum ppl marh...

last day in skul!!!

wah...today arr...so busy lurh...wan go to skul n giv d teacher letter....one thing is hui ting d problem...yesterday...TLL catch her...thn arr TLL is so annoying...alyz catch shi en to ask hui ting d name...thn arr...me n shi en so innocent,been traped in this case lor...haih...today d tym ho...d TLL says tht i'm nt respect to her...thn arr...she dimerit me 20 marks...tis 20 marks is for 1 is 'tidak menghormati cikgu' another is 'bercakap bohong'...tht tym arr...i'm so pek cheik wif her arr...she make me wan to scold her nia...my class arr...a bit ppl cum nia today...yi zhi n me oso dint cum to skul oso...we jz cum to skul n giv d letter to pn.chan shi ying nia...thn jing ru today oso dint cum to skul,she need to attend a dinner...

whn i cum bck to skul again...i saw bear bear,she says tht shi en giv TLL dimerit 10 marks fr 'bercakap bohong'thn she cry...TLL n my mother ma fight guo...they fight for d right...

finally bck home...

n sleep lyk a pig...

ooink...ooink...

sleep~~

zzZZZ...

if wan to noe wat happen jz nw,jz inform me...i'll tell u...

wohoo...failer...FAILER...

exam is here!!!!!i oso havent study yet...argh...cnt study larh....no mood...my math,sej,bm,bi...surely fail....luckily hav yi zhi,shi ming,n li wen, same as me...surely fail....yahoo...yay...wohoo...fail in exam...wohoo...fail....FAIL...FAILER...bt i oso hav a bit of scare scare...

deepavali...wohoo!!!yay!!!

tomorrow skul holiday!!!yay!!!no need go skul...wohoo...joe wen today didnt cum to skul...cauz she says tht she is a indian...thn pn.loh says tht she today didnt cum...cauz she go n married wif her indians lao gong...today pjk so so so boring...d basket ball field hav many ppl ,so we didnt play basket ball lor...thn twt teach we play yoga,d stupid angeline cum n disturd our lessons nia...damn she...damn angeline...idoit of her...thn xi shi says thtshe oso wan to play...we r vry enjoy ourself...bt d angeline still keep cuming n kacau us nia...aiyoo...tata...everyone...gudbye....

today yi zhi scold me err!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!blek!!!!!!!!!!!kozai scold liao larh...

today need to wakes up early...cauz hav computer class marh...xi shih n bee ghee ko zai plain tht they r nt going to computer class liao la...they r vry kiam bar...computer class today hav exam...bt it is vry difficuit lor...do until headache arr...so lyk tis we take pic in computer class...tis is da 1st tym i take xue er photo... she seen cute...we vry enjoy ourself oso...i felt so sad nia,cauz my computer exam get 70 something nia...i do until headache,jz get 70 something nia...too sad...later i stand at shairmaine's chair,jinnii bit me ohh...so i was abit angry i take d chair n chase jinnii...she scare until run lyk a chicken...so funny hahahaxxx...=)later d teacher is bck...so we cn play internet in skul yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aiyoo,today ko hav ms. ong period...later her period i m going to sleep again...she ko zai catch me liao ...ko zai need to stand de padang liao la...alyz de la...yi zhi ko zai scold liao lar...alyz get scold by her nia...ke sien me nia lor...she ko zai didnt cum to skul liao la...tht shih ming larh...li wen n jia en is cuming...to on9,they didnt hav thing to do...haih...dunno how to thing de...ai ning n her khai xing are here too... yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!later 8.30 ko hav ttn gok...i think i m going to ponteng it,too tired liao larh...n d ttn is too boring,dun wan go la...ko hav sum ppl i vry tl de...dun wan see them nia..tata...wan sign out liao...de teacher is going to scold us...

the photo tht i take at friday~

in canteen~xpxp

yi zhi taking shi yan hp...at primary skul canteen...

dunno wat's she doing~

ho!!!stealing chicken...

dunno y i take tis pic~XP

hates 'FEI TIN' alots...

since that day...we argue to each other,she started to hide away frm me...so we didnt talk for 2 days...bt i felt compunction,i try to talk wif she ,bt she oso the same...angry to me,cauz she jealous abt me n my fren...yesterday me n my frenz go bck to our primary skul,so we take hp to skul...i saw so many primary frenz go bck oso...some fren study in cdk,some study in sri mutiara,n the one ,so smart...thts jo yee...she study in chung ling private...nw she is so girl n gentle,she change until so girl...unbelievable...me n yi zhi get there on 9.15a.m,bt the 'pue ke' shi yan ...we all call she siao po...the siao po so late ka come...yo~~~we wait she until didnt hav patient,we phone she many tym lurh...i oso saw my form teacher...she didnt change a lot,still like this type...we wait the bus at asia cafe der,when we go up to the bus...i notice tht fei tin sit my place...so i scold she 'thick face'...i dun think so she is so bear grudges...she later wan to port my class...so need to spotcheck~luckily,my fren hav notice tht she go n stop fei tin...so...fei tin cnt go n port my class lurh...cauz tht day,my class ppl all oso hav take e-pop n yg to skul...some hav take hp to skul oso...so i scare tht my fren is going to mad on me...