30th~

今天很早就醒了~

不懂做么~

昨天整晚不能睡~

弄到5点多才睡~

8点多就醒了~

最近超累的~

明明发生很多事...

却需要当成什么事都没发生过~

明明就笑不出...

天天却需要很勉强地笑~

明明就很想她...

却不能跟她讲~

我发觉我越来越不认识自己~

不认识现在的我~

做么我需要带着面具做人?

这根本不是我~

真正的我并不是这样的~

全世界最明白我的人离开了我~

我活着哈有什么意义么??

再酱下去~

迟早有一天我会崩溃~

心迟到的一天~爽到我~

今天早上差点睡不醒。。。
也差点miss bus。。。
还好林锦鸿有等我要不然我又会迟到了。。。
不过。。。我上到了巴士。。。
过了槟华。。。
我最后还是迟到了。。。
我们在巴士上等了半个小时。。。
车才能走罢~
我们在巴士上很high玩到像小孩一样。。。
最后还是到了学校~



今天每节我都出来ponteng~
不懂做么今天好像没有mood~
每节都出来上厕所~
我真的好久没有做toilet king了~
今天。。。我竟然做到了~


回到家~
我拿这电话~
我坚持不要信息她~
我忍了那么久~
过了三个小时
我。。。终于做到了~
我跟自己讲，我不需要依赖她~
可是我觉得这只是讲讲罢~
我觉得我做不到~
可是我需要选择放弃她~
如果跟她在一起~
只会惹更多的麻烦罢~


我现在真的很累了~
什么事都不想管了~
该来的。。。就来~
该走的。。。就走~
反正我也顾不了酱多~

27th january...

today shi en dint sit bus...

i m so miss her...

miss her a lot...

i hav many things to say wif her~

so miss her...

she dint sit bus...

she makes me feel dissapointed...

i m still thinking abt girl's thing...

did i need to go mcd to settle girl's thing??

if i go settle for girl...

i'ill see HER...

if i dont go settle for girl...

i feel sorry abt girl...

but...HER...

but...girl...

HER or girl???

wht do i need to choose??

cn any ppl tell me...

how cn i choose??

please...

any ppl...help me~

so tired~

so pressure~

DIE...i need u...

zhuang wei xiang's funeral ceremony...

today my bus was so late...

we wait our bus until so long...

after 25 minutes...

my bus uncle still not here...

so we wonder tht wht is happening...

after tht...

my fren n i saw d leo club flag...

thn,we realize tht today is jason ch'ng's funeral ceremony...

whn we saw those ppl who after jason ch'ng...

i really feel sad abt he...

thn we saw clhs leo club...

cdk leo club...

pcghs leo club...

uhs leo club...

n so many...

we still saw many clhs student der...




jz pray for thm...

God Bless Them...

REST IN PEACE...

skul day no.3

yesterday...

i stay back wif yi zhi the nian shou n hui ting...

whn we at canteen eat tiao chah bi cai bak d tym hor,

i saw pn.loh...

so sad...

she comment my hair, n said my hair was so weird...

she call me to cut lyk ka yi zhi the nian shou de hair...

thn we laugh until gila...

we lyk ka gila person nia...

after tht,we wait our fren the most gila d person between we all...

we wait n wait n wait...

wait for 2 hour n half...

finally...

recess tym...

oh thx god...

we saw shi en...

after recess tym...

yi zhi n i do our homework at canteen der...

we do homework as d same tym i oso sms...

haha...

later we saw ai xin them,

they oso kap siao until 6 p.m. some thing ka go home...

we oso same nia la...

thn we wait hui ting play her volley ball,we walk out frm skul...

thn...

we jz go home...

after home,bath...

n thn sleep...